yeah. it's after exams and i am suppose to be stressfree. but! NO!! hahas. kinnda messy over some stuffs. yup. i often tried to wake myself up and ask, is this the right pathway to walk my life?? and am i happy with those things i choose to do? hmm.. sometimes i can feel the power or is it the ability in me to change others life. to make them laugh in happiness or cry in sorrow. i don't know. does the communication with him means a repetition of my life? or will it be something better? something different? should i take the risk that i took?? stress!! i feel so tired. sometimes, i'll dream of funny things. maybe i was influence by e literature text, or maybe by TV. wt if i was like christopher? it'll be damn weird! but at least there is no trouble like thinking so much of what to do. as people will understand that that's u, that's your style. hmm.. i dunno..
many many things that i know people out there did, but i just can't see the logic in them. serious. human brains are indeed complicated. there must be a REASON right?? sometimes i wonder why can't people live without all those back-stabbing, cheating an stuff. but, i guessed the main reason is jealousy. many might disagree but.. that's what i feel. tired-
this few days i was wondering again. where is rinda. hmm.. i wish i could find her. i don't really know the reason. but i will ask myself there and then for the reason. hmm.. jie arh!! she seemed to dissapear from my life. yup. who knows if she is lucky and migrate to other country? maybe she became a millionare's god daughter?? who noes? if she is unlucky, she might be a mother already. or maybe working in harsh environment. i guessed it's curiousity bah.. wish she can be found.
i kinda sleepy. so stopping here. i watched e4 zuo4 ju4 zhi1 wen3 (volume 1 from 10pm last night till just.) need some sleep! and dream of ZHI SHU..

dream on
;2:20 PM

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dream on
;5:21 PM

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stresssss..
exam period.. hmm..very tired.. hhahas.....
had Chem. n Emaths yesterdae.. and i realised something.. i suck at chemistry. my head,brains broke down during the chemistry paper. i hope it turn out OK.. yepp.. there's physics on tuesday!! arghs... i kindda lazy to study lor.. hm.. like can't get started. yup. i guess i will be studying physics today.. =) or at least read the text book. ahhas..
quite alot of unexpected stuff happened e past week. yup.. idiot jjjay.. hm.. misunderstood me!! UNFAIR!! but okay ler.. see i so understanding.. but i sense that someting is very wrong.
1. who in the right mindset will tell jjjay those stuff since they r so close?
2. does he benifit? (i guessed not )
3. is it jealously?
4. but, what about the girl?
5. or just trying to make fun of me??

but.. i guessed it's alright. but jjjay know the full story ler. which means i am not what he heard and thought of me. i really don't want to lose another friend.

dream on
;1:31 PM

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this year's sport's day was indeed memoriable. hhahas
(btw, sports dae was ytd..)
i guessed especially for joy! hahas. she very pro lors.. get third for 4 times 100m B girls. aiisehh! pro right? hhahas.. =) she first time run lor! so both of us have decided. we gonna run for next year!! since it's the last year ler! hahas.. if not wasted.. cause i doubt there's sport's dae in poly. laughs.
i also sprayed my hair blue + purple ytd. many said tht it's nice =). thanks to huiling's handiwork!! hahas.. hmm..
oh yah.. but there was a spoiler there!! my ex.! it was like damn shocking and a spoiler!! humph. but i guessed i was too high till i forgot his exsistance. hahas. till faris told me that he was retained in the policestation. dot right?! lame. i think it must be sidhu's idea! yeahh!! tht idiot. and my ex also another idiot. hahas. serve him right. told his frens not to enter ler. stil want come in.. hahas.. yepp..
hmm.. and after the sport's day, i went home with huiling cause joy have flute. took bus 72. thn saw joanne and a girl, not very sure of her name.. was it rainie? dunno. hahas. hmm.. then huiling's parents bring her out to eat.. so i ate with joanne after bathing.. hahas. yup.. thn i get to know one of her friends, guoqiang. yupp. don't know him very well yet. so i guessed he will be those kind of "hi-bye" frens. hahas. yupp..
so i guessed i ending here ler.. weather is hot. feel like going swimming later.

dream on
;11:45 AM

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ohmiigooshh~
hahas.. i so miss here. i am finally bacck. erm.. as in back to using this blog. =) laughs. yupp.. it have been like.. erm.. 1/2 yr? hahas.. maybe. hm.. actually.. i had another bolg.. yup.. but.. i think that i shall leave it a side. hahas.. back to myself is like, much more better? yeah..
hhahas.. so.. the "reopening " of this blog symbolises new, erm.. erm.. life? ehx.. new thinking, erm.. more mature.. and stuff lahhx.. yupp.. =))
hahas.. grown upp ler.. so i shall be more mature.. =.= "shall " be more mature. laughs.
yup.. i also have new group of friends.. joy, huiling, faris, jerry & fukuan. =) lil people la.. but.. v good people.. hhahas.. hmm.. i should b studying now.. so i shall end here..
=)*

dream on
;10:04 PM

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siiann..!!
hahas..
now @ joy's house..
watching TV..
lang4 man4 man3 wu1..
hmm..
alright lah..
then just now went J8 with joy..
bought meii her birthday present..
frm gift a name lorr..
keychain..
hm..
cos her keys like no where to put like tht..
yah lo..
hmm..
shall end here..
stupid binbin..
no message me todae.
sad lorx!

dream on
;4:54 PM

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ehh..
kindda forget how to start..
hahas
kkx..
today slept 4pm
shocking bah..
bt not exactly lah..
i woke up at ten to do proj
then went home at twelve to sleep..
hahaz..
ytd gt "mummy, elder sis n me" talk
till 2am..
tired arhx..
sth very shocking happened ytd..
mummy actually saw my messages..
i mean sms lah..
then she saw what junbin wrote..
!!!!!!!
thank goodness i knew it beforehand..
cause i used bjon's phone to call him..
mummy want him to go up to my house..
then talk talk lah..
mummy tot me n him gt do "that"
it's like so dort lor..
she almost send me to hospital for checkups..
diaoo!!~
btw..
i reached home before he came up lah..
then i acted blur..
then she say..
u dun sleep ler hor..
your friend comin to visit u..
so lame right?
then.. she ask
who is pinkcap..
then i sae did u read my sms..
then she keep on nagging and naging bout tht..
till junbin finnaly came up..
hmm..
he like super guai kia lo!
hehex..
then after mum's questioning,
got dad's questioning..
hahas..
pass both lah..
then mummy sae we can b tgt..
lolx..
heng arhx..
then like tht only lor..
phew..
then mummy sae bin very mature..
very understanding..
got meh?
hehehex..

dream on
;6:19 PM

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lolx..
kx.. it's 29 may!
first kiss..
yuppie

dream on
;5:04 PM

wahahax..
title a bit dots lah..
but nevermind..
heehex..
hmm..
ytd went out after school..
with joy, ZH, bin n caiquan..
watched MAID..
hahax..
the scaring part nt bad lah..
but nt freakin scary lah..
the ghost a bit weird weird der..
nt like wat i usually c in overseas production..
hahas
singapore's style bah..
the storyline it's like..
so touching..
(since when horror show gt touching der?)
tht's the weird part..
hahas..
then some scene does't make much sence with the whole story line..
but..
alright lah..
joy n ZH is like so..
erm..
cute bah?
hahax..
then i too mermersed with the show n bin..
i some sort of hu1 lue4 ler joy.. (she sae de)
hhahas..
bin very handsome ytd..
yup..
so long no c him liao..
he became a bit tanned..
plae too much sport..
bt still alright lah..
went to his hse b4 going plaza sing.
found out his mama gt sth to do with ba tian e..
hmm..
so long no heard mummy toking bout this ler..
then his papa is musician neh!
aiyo..
pity he isn't..
eh.. his pa is percussion der..
co0l hor?
yah lo..
if bin is percc. de hor..
100% suai4 dai1 ler..
hahax..
hmm..
then joy sae she stumble bit in her piano 'xam
but i think can past well de..
duh..
cos there's me..
wahaha!!
maybe nt me bah..
it's ZH..
haha..
then reached hme quite late last night..
lucky gt ppl pei me..
if nt..
....
no lah..
i then nt scared..
lolx..
-- ----''
(sweat)
hahas..
oh yah..
kissed 2nd time ler..
wahah..
d0rt..
forget when's my first kiss..
shall check later..
yup..
then slept @ rnd nine thirty jiu sleep ler..
then woke up at one plus..
when i open my eyes..
i saw....
.......
dog lah..
soft toy..
look @ me..
lucky it's eyes is two stroke of line (--- ----)
if (@ @) i 100% scared until der..
hhaas..
k lah..
end here...
hmm..
still gt bout 14 daes till end of seventh month..
lookin forward to tht..
aiya..
ah mei BD coming..
sian..
dunno wt to buy her..

dream on
;4:23 PM

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aiyyoyo!!
no mood to write ler lah..
i just wrote lor..
then disconnect..!!!
grrr!!
HUMPM!!
then no save
wahlaoo!!
k lah..
i shall c wt i rmb..
eh..
kay..
er..
the thing is tht i so long no blog ler..
cos mama confiscate mouse..
hmm..
then it's like once a week i can plae..
so whenever i can plae,
i will go maple..
but then..
my maple have been level 19 since 1 mth ago...
haiish!
nvermind lar..
i shall plae slowing..
yupp..
then went joy's hse ytd to watch "the Grudge"
alright lah..
nt very scary..
yupp..
wahaha..
then i borrowed Pierre's flute mahx..
then joy teach me lor..
hehex..
let her be teacher for once..
haha
o0px..
joy.. dun kill me hor.. se out your secret..
hehex..
yah lor..
hm..
tht's bout all for ytd..
then this morn woke up @ rnd seven
it's super early of a weekend..
but alright lah..
i slept nine ytd..
hahaz
too tired..
cos intesive flute training from Ms. Joy..
wahahax..
yah lor..
then this morn woke up n started plaeing flute..
again..
yupp..
i gotta plae better then tht stupid n ugly bootlicker..
which is equals to LINYING..
hahah!!
tht ACBC bootlicker..
hmm..
then went mac @ bout noon to do eng & CME project..
yup..
then wear till chio chio..
hahaz..
no lah..
it's put on necklace only..
hhehex..
then went to buy coloured hair spray with kieke..
mummy want de lor..
red der..
hehex..
the spray a little on my fringe..
nt bad lar..
yah lor..
tht's bout all..

>>note to AHhJoy

dear Joy..
hmm.. wish u pass your xams with muti-colour shooting stars!! hehex.. nicer then flyin colours.. hahax.. must jia you hor!! i'll zai ni bei hou zhi chi ni der! kambateh nehx! hehex.. *DONG*!!.. hahax.. u get 130 n bove.. i'll treat u movies kayx? yupp.. jia you!! hehex..

JOIjOi xxxx

dream on
;7:57 PM

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dream on
;1:28 AM

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happy birthdae to me!!
happy birthdae to me~
happy birthdae to me-Ee~
happy birthdae to me!!
ta-da~
hehe
fourteen ler!!

dream on
;10:01 PM

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ytd got band..
then it's sectionals lah..
and Ms mok telling us the pupils who have been selected
me nt leh..
ahHa..
oh yah..
i kindda shock to know that May not section leader neh!
then become lingli be lor..
it's nt tht i no like lingli,
it's tht i shock it's not May..
hmm..
then may no get any post..
can see she very de dissapointed lahx..
but..
i also cannot do anything..
somemore i also dunno how to console..
i scared say wrong things..
=i
aiya..
but what said cannot be taken back..
so i doubt Ms mok will change lor..
mm..
i also dunno much lar..
maybe it's cos her mood swings?
dunno lehx..
also alright with me lah..
dunno why ms mok dun like..
joy n yingting also no post..
ahHa..
pen you jiu shi pen you..
you fu tong xiang,
you nan tong tang..
hehex..
then now doing homework..
mm..
birthdae coming ler..
got any wish mah?
dunno leh
wish to be happy and not lazy?
hahas..
i gues tht's my forever wish..
i think last year also that same wish..
then nver remeber
then nver fufil..
ahhax!!
but..
really lor..
i think i getting more and more lazy ler..
then energy level like decreased leh..
last time come back from school still got energy to do this n that..
thenthis time round..
one common thing as others in mind..
SLEEP
ahhahhas..
dortt..
but true leh..
sian sia..
oh yah..
played maple..
just now lah..
sian de lor..
then came out..
hahas
hmmm..
oh yah..
i changing blog skin..
yepp

dream on
;2:43 PM

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school reopen liao..
so sian so sian
holiday homework, school work, band stuff, tuition stuff, council stuff, this and tht..
blah blah blah!!
all piling up on my again..
there's band tomorrow!!
and it's like friday..
hm..
heard that im going to be transferred to 1st alto
hm..
hahs
should be very very stressful bah
yup..
my playing sucks
hah!
so must keep up..
then there's tuit today
change teacher liao..
become one indian lady..
hm..
i think she teach not good lehx..
a bit too slow and..
eh..
clumsy bah..
i suppose
she always forget to put negetive sign der
hahas
but joy and yingting say that this indian de bettter..
izzit?
hm..
dunno lah..
then i start to feel tired even in the first lesson!!
woah..
die liao lor..
not a good start!!
hahs
but i got do almost all homeworks..
then i did Macbeth just now..
copied joy de
haha
thank euu joy joy!!
if not i also dunno how to do lor..
i dun even now what the story talkiong about..
i read liao..
but meaningless to me..
DORTx..
hahahs..
oh yah..
there's I & E carnival today in school..
got quite a number of gifts lor..
then i did duty from morning all the way till 1.35pm neh!
then me n kenneth in charge of I&E quest in comp lab 1..
attch to Ms Ng.. izzit?
not very sure of her name..
very new teacher..
also dunno teach what de..
then wanna call her very difficult..
so paiseh..
haha!!
oh yah..
i got one not bad looking magnet neh..
now on my fridge..
hahahs..
guess what's the design?
mayflower secondary school new campus
aHha!!
but not bad leh..
oh yah..
then the helpers of the I&E carnival got one T-shirt de mahx...
then mine is like XS lor..
how to wear..
but can lah..
but can't tuck in..
hahas..
then just fold a little in..
hm..
then Ms June Peng no scold me leh!!
she just say tuck in your shirt in a kind kind sound lah..
not scolding kind la..
then one guy walk pass us..
he tuck out hor..
then Ms peng shouted @ him lor..
woah..
heng for me neh!!
if not i surely very paiseh der..
hehex..
oh yah..
me forgot to update somethings..
me n bin bin broke up ler..
on satuday..
few days ago larh..
hm..
sad ornot?
dunnoe lehx..
humPh..
then red tee guy wanna jio me..
dOrTx..
also dunno what to sae..
i just tell him i just brokeup..
and i need space to breath..
hahas..
like in some kind of love novels like tht..
Laughs.
hm..
i think shall stop here bah..
2 days later then is my turn to use the comp..
maybe changing blog skin..
jupjupjup!!~

dream on
;10:43 PM

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so long so long no blog ler..
cause mummt don't let me use comp.
went movies with joy ytd..
watched A Lot Like Love
hheehex
by the way..
ytd morning kind of angry with bin bin lor!
but mei2 shi4 ler4
but i angry because..
in the morn he tell me not going ler
so i go with joy lor..
then we @ J8 saw him n his friends
wOah!!
i was like..
nothing to say lor
then after the movie with joy..
i went to her house lor..
then she gimmie lots of things leh
happie!!
hahas
then went home
tht time still angry
then reach home ler ask him..
then noe y lor..
nt angry ler..
hahas
--o-------'''
Laughs.
hm..
school reopening
haish
haven do homework!!
hm..
then hor
i haven stop the cold war between me and chick
HUMPH!!
how huh?
cannot finifh homework
somemore joy lend me this chinese lian2 shu4 ju4..
damn nice lor..
cannot stop
hahas
eh..
title is The Outsiders
very nice lor..
joy also bought outsiders 2 in HK
haha
so can borrow from her..
oh yah
just now went to tht new shop to eat..
eat half way..
then Ah Liang, RedTee n one of his friend came to eat
wahseh!!
then me paiseh lor!!
then act blur..
cos mummy daddy there..
hah!!
lucky nth happen
Laughs.

dream on
;8:42 PM

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Sunday, June 19, 2005

NO JOY DE RI ZI HEN SIAN!!!
haha..
joyjoyjoyjoyjoy!!
no one pei me onine late leh!!
HumPh..
somemore chicken oso went overseas!!!
Ahhh..
so sian lor..
hmm..
the teenage magazine hors
got the maple story installation disc
wahahas
then s few mintues can plae liao
hahaah
no need to download..
so happie
but the disc is ying ting give me de
hahas
then made an acc..
add me people
saxydevil
hehex
but i dun really noe how 2 plae..
hahas
oh yah..
there is performance @ tamp mall this morning lor!!
sick sia
must take so many things
somemore not in door lor!1
outdoor leh!
so damn hot lor
then the 2 small fan for our so big band purposely dun blow me lor
then my jeans is like burning
then sweating like hell!!!
mr mok still sae got coupon..
but in the end oso dun have..
chey!!
only give us mineral water..
blah blah
then earlier just now tok to jie wei on phone
haha
very funnie lor..
diao!!
then tok 2 ray in msn..
found out he was once in gang one
hahas
--o-------'''
then i became his younger god sisi!!
hahas
Dortx...
k la..
to tired ler..
gonna go orh-orh..
hahas..
dear still online lor..
@ his frens place
hm..
100% smoke de
haish..
end here bah!!

dream on
;2:56 AM

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Friday, June 17, 2005

Todae band ends @ ard 12 plus.
then went to joy's house.
change to her clothes,
which is like extra big for me!
hahas
but very comfortable
hehex
then we slowly slow choose shirt.
then late for the briefing
hahas
make yong sheng malu
but nvm lar
haha
then e briefing till three only
but joy n me reach at two thirty
haha
so thirty minute onli!
haha
then went to heren shopshop
ate lots n lots of things
hahaha
growing fat!!
hehex
not larh
then walk here and there..
then went to meet cutepie, chicken, in hwa n zheng hui @ mac.
then everyone pang seh me
then left me with cutepie..
dortx!
so paiseh leh..
luckily he got talk to me
if not jiu worst ler
he very cute lor
hahas
ren hen hao la
hehex
he look cold cold de
but personality is warm warm de
hahas
not very tall la..
alright lo
hahas
oh yah..
then me n joy got BALOONS lehx!
in orchard..
then it's filled with heliem one
then will like fly fly
then we both took it into the mrt station
then into mrt
then walk all over amk central n into mac..
hahas
so many funnie stares lor..
but joy n me feel super good lor..
like very happy like tht
love u joy!!
like childhood years lor..
then we skip skip like that..
haha
so funnie lor..
then he sent me to bus stop when everyone else went home..
yupp
hehe
very sweet de nehx!
hehex
then on the way coming back saw my binbin
hehex
so shuai!!
so cool
plaeing scoccer?
think so
haha
dunnno y lah..
like to wear boxer tht stripe exposing
hahas
then pinch my face with sweating hands..
think gonna have pimples soon.. =X
then hand touch my shoulders
then joy shirt become wet
LOL
joy.. dun worry la.. i'll help u wash de k?
hehex
then binbin never pei wo walk till hse..
chey
sian de!
plae game more improtant..
dortx!!

dream on
;11:10 PM

todae's band is a killer!
it's like so early
10am till 5!!
then when chicken's house to take some stuff..
saw his friend..
Jie wei..
i guess..
i call hi Mr. CutePie.
hehex..
he looks cute
Laughs..
yup..
hehex..
plan to make frens with him..
wahahax
Lao Gong..
dun jealous or luan luan think hor!
hehex!!
k lah..
shall end here..
then there is a briefin of the job thingie..
@ 2pm..
@ orchard
hehex..
can skip band!!
woo-haA
tatata!!
diao..
joy and me plan not to sleep..
haha
dunno if i can stand it ornot.. hehex..
k la..
end here,
BINBIN, wo ai ni!!
hahas
muackx

dream on
;1:56 AM

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Thursday, June 16, 2005

IM SO ANGRY
SO FRUSTRATED
NVER GONNA FORGIVE HIM
HE SUCKX
[[nt moi stead.. always love him.. muackzx]]
IM STILL ANGRY

dream on
;12:31 AM

hate chik heng..
oso dunno y
grR..
he is an idiot..
he make me angry again..
i gotta call my dear dear
slash off his bloddy head
huMpH
fucking idiot animal..
he is nt even human to my eyes
lookin @ him simply makes my eyes sore
irritating my sense of sight!!
yuCK
most hated person on earth!!
nt gotta cry for idiots!!!

dream on
;12:22 AM

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Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Period. 14.o6
did not went out todae
so stay @ home lor..
then nana n me make salad for tea break
hahas
the taste quite nice la..
then went out to somewhere near pasris park to eat tai food
the store very near the beach..
so can enjoy sea view while eating..
somemore it's outdoor de lehx
then can feel the sea breese
mm.. nice nice
hehe
then after eating went to e beach lo..
then saw one shell very very nice
bt gt alot of fine sand particles..
i haven wask yet..
so still dunno wat colour is it..
i free then i clean liao take photo n put it in frenster
hehex..
or maybe can use it make necklace
hahas..
think too much..
lol..
bin bin so cute lorx..
he actually said tht he wanna study for N lvls lehx..
hehex..
so happie to hear him said tht..
LOL!!
so..
his future still gt light der..
hehex..
happy
lalax
a kiss frm me to him*^+


>--xxXXxXXxx--<
XxX

hehex..
muaCkx

dream on
;10:09 PM

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Monday, June 13, 2005

dotx!!!
wat am i feeling now?
dunno lehx

haish

went to chicken's hse today..

dotx lah

haish

i dun understand abt the guilty part

hmm..

then nw wat am i suppose to do?

it's unfair..

haish

should say earlier mahx

diao

then there's band lor

me alone again..

last day of plaeing first alto..

may coming back ler..

haish..

must gen1 first saxophone score sae bye-bye

dotx..

haha

todae played song of piarie gt improve lehx!!

hahas

but my singapore postcard the movement three gt some parts still cannt lehx

hate indian songs!!

lolX

todae bin bin no go out plae plae lehx

stay @ home..

so guai..

online at 4 plus mahx..

somemore let me noe one secret

haha

he gt watch porn..

--o----"

last time still deny..

hahax

then noe one new website..

lolx..

oh yah..

chicken intro me some one's blog..

www.dickchan.blogspot.com

hahas

he very cheeko..

hahax..

if gt free time then can go c c...

then..

changing blogskin lerx

after posting then go find skins..

oh yah..

chin did the duty rosterm liao..

me both daes with dave..

then no daes with chik heng..

lolX..

eh..

i think tht's about it..

love xiao bin bin

hubbie

muackx!!

smo0ch*^+

dream on
;11:02 PM

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Tuesday, June 07, 2005

wo ai xiao bin bin.. hehex.. hen xiang hen xiang ta.. ta hui bu hui pian wo wo bu zhi dao.. hm.. zhou yi bu kan yi bu.. mu qian hai hao.. bu shi dao leh.. gang cai gen ta ting tian hua.. fa xian ta shou ji mei qian le.. suo yi mei text wo.. ha ha.. wo hai yi wei fa shen le shen me.. zai ta de pen you de frenster account de photos li mian kan dao ta de zhao pian.. na ge nu de shuo jun bin shi ta de "beloved" lao gong.. xin li de gan jue jiu you dian guai.. dan ta shuo she yi chang wu hui.. na hao ba.. bu yao guan ta le.. hehex.. gang gen zhi xin fan lian.. shi wo de cuo ma?? bu zhi dao leh.. wo hui bu hui hen guo fen?? dan ta ye shi bu dui ma... wo shi nu shen leh.. shi ying gai rang wo de lor.. haii.. bu yao guan le.. i wanna live in a peaceful world.. let all worries fade away by itself..

dream on
;10:42 PM

hm.. kindda dun wanna blog lehx.. but so long like no blog ler.. hm.. haii.. so mood.. haix.. deardear cut his hair.. i still prefer old hair.. =X.. hahas.. haii... oh yah.. dunno y la.. i angry with chik heng.. haiix.. he like so idiot lor.. hUmPh!! but.. haii.. dun care him la.. he sae tht im put myself too high.. hahas.. eh.. not true lor.. i copied wat he said wat.. stating facts only.. then tht stupid youde come re me.. sae me am flirter.. (is there such words?) but.. walao.. gr.. like to make my life so complicated then come sae me flirt?? how come doing the right thing is always wrong?? can't understand lors.. nvm la.. better do the right thing right?? if not more trouble... hai!! wat said cannot be taken back.. then k lor.. dun care him ler..

went bbq-ing with family n frens --.. lol.. hahas.. mummy booked chalet marhx.. eh.. saturdae, sundae, mondae.. sat bbq with family.. then sndae bbq with nana's fren.. hehex.. they only have 11 pple lor.. hahas.. i made new frens.. hahas.. -- loL.. they very fun lor.. yupyup.. hm.. then derek sae got guy.. i forgot his name like me.. hahas.. sae me cute n pretty.. hahas.. flatter* lol.. hm.. but i kind of no c him lehx.. somemore dun have english name.. so still can't remember his name.. hahas.. nvm la.. hehex.. then bbq-ed marshmellow.. hm.. yumyum.. hahas.. drolling now.. hehex..

missin' him.. hahas.. i want hug him nw.. =X, lol

dream on
;5:59 PM

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Wednesday, June 01, 2005

life is complicated
im trap in this world full of fear
im so timid

dream on
;12:23 AM

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Sunday, May 29, 2005

yupyup!! went back to jun bin ler.. yupyup.. meaning no break lor.. yupyup.. ytd went out.. actually is go shopping with yingting, jolene, and joy de.. but joy have to c doc.. then me jiu no go with them ler.. ended up in jun bin's fren's hse.. yupyup... then do sth lor.. eh.. lol.. hahas.. then dinner tht time then went home.. then mum no cook.. -.-''.. somemore still ask me how come so early come home.. LOLx! then mummy they all party.. all haven wake up.. haiz.. me so sian now.. just now went to arrange my contacts and upload alot of pic into ringo.. yuppie! i think tht's about it.. so sian!! nw gonna rian ler.. haiz.. <0->

dream on
;1:01 PM

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Wednesday, May 25, 2005

free ler.. msged him this morning.. i said.."so i guess we r single nw".. then like tht only lor.. i guess tht's the easiest way out.. jaryl sae it's cool..! hahas.. hehex.. comp a bit lag.. diao.. hahas nvm lar.. feeling free.. hahas.. quite nice feeling.. hm... now.. hu's next? hahas.. no la!! slowly bah.. still dun want to have stead fer time being.. yup yup.. i think i noe hu is the one wanting to advice me ler! haha.. but not writing it here.. so laggy.. i think i shall end here!! plus.. i finish part of my chinese holidae assignment ler!! hehe.. hahas.. so guai!

dream on
;5:13 PM

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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

how h0w how? haii.. tht idiot chik heng!! hai me dao so cham!! gr.. !! hunPh.. bion 100% very paiseh de.. sorrie!! hehex.. eh.. diao!! stupid chik heng.. haii.. still got alot of thing to "haii" about.. hehex.. my results!! sobs* i get 51 for ART!! 55 for HOMEC!! pull me down till siao lor.. other suject till ok lar.. but this 2 subject pull me down like 30 rank!!! argh!!! aiyo..!! haiiz.. nvm la.. i must put downa note here.. must do art prep end of the year!! hhaha.. quite true lor!! wah lao.. stupid art.. me ain't taking art for sec 3 lor!! then must waste so much time doing!! humpH! oh yah.. still got.. i guess i wanna break with jun bin ler.. !!! hahaz.. eh.. how huh? diao! i think i shall not do anything bahx.. haha.. he too eh.. wat's the word.. er.. real bah.. scary bah.. dunno leh.. this few daes no tok or text ler.. so i guess want break bah.. hahax.. eh.. not sad leh.. dunno y.. lol.. haha kkx.. nvm then.. i shall let jun bin and me rest.. woah haha.. make decision myself.. he dun take intiative to text or call me then jiu suan ler lor.. haha.. so guys reading.. if want jio me must think twice.. hehex.. little stuff then i wanna break ler.. haii.. me so bad!! haiis.. i kind of confess to my elder sis how come i change stead so fast.. not gonna write it here.. very unsafe.. hahas.. i kind of found out the answer recently.. eh.. dotx.. i must noe myself more.. hahas.. so do some brain toking to myself.. hahas.. oh yah.. bought daddy's birthdae and father's dae present ler.. hehex.. bought slippers <<--- $20 only.. haha and cigar box (i think it's very nice) <<---$7.50.. hahas.. me and nana share la.. hahas.. duh.. me gonna bankrupt soon ler.. diao!! oh yah.. need jobs!! hahas.. readers.. i need partime job.. if got lobang must jio me hors..!! hehex.. tht's abt it lor... and.. to here to advice.. u hor.. i oso dunno wat to sae lor.. tok so much then somemore dunno the blog address.. diao... somemore no advidence.. dotx.. aren't u too bo liaos!? think and reflect bahs kiddo

dream on
;10:02 PM

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Friday, May 20, 2005

LaLalalaLa..~ life so sian.. now it's like so late ler.. yawn!! dear dear not online.. so sian.. haii.. went swimming ytd.. so tired lo.. so i swim 6 laps nia.. haaha.. record leh.. first time so little.. think i need c doc again.. haii.. stupid rash.. look like pimples.. haha.. dotx.. then ytd coming back from yck swimming complex walk pass bball court.. saw him.. hehex.. so handsome.. lol.. haha.. but very fierce.. !! haha.. he saw fren dunno wat.. haaha.. so scared he angry tht time.. hehex.. let me think of lion.. haha.. dunno why.. hehex.. haii.. todae get back some of the results..not bad la.. oso not very good lars.. maths, i got 71... T.T.. haha then geography 71.. hehex.. very happie lor.. 3rd highest in class.. then chinese got 74.25.. then teacher change to 74.. diao!! one mark to A1 lor.. haiisH.. still got back science, 75.. haha.. happie.. cos many people fail mah.. haha.. lala~ oh yah.. got back the full of sex CME paper.. hahax.. me "SO" innocent lor.. get 39/40 leh.. haha.. can't believe it.. haha.. mine tht kind of ans oso can.. hehex.. next entry i'll post some of the CME papers de question up.. haha.. then theodora sae my home econs pass!!! hahaha.. lalala.. but only 50 plus.. hehe.. oso pass leh.. heng sia.. dunno got what subject will fail.. scared.. haha.... best is dun lor.. hehex.. hm.. keep clean record.. haha.. tmr getting back all the other papers.. "cossing fingers".. haha.. very scared english fail sia.. my god.. i completly dunno how 2 do lor.. stupid mr lee la.. haii.. set so hard.. if fail i dop till NA then i die.. haha.. shld be wont la.. hehex.. best is wont lor.. haha.. oh yah.. just now i go shorten my hair!!.. haha.. cut myself nia.. then layer a bit here and there.. almost cannot tie.. haha.. kkx.. jiu stop here ler.. byebye.. diao.. haha.. tmr 100% cannot wake up on time de.. hehex..

dream on
;12:04 PM

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Friday, May 13, 2005

haha... todae very happie.. oso dunno y.. i think it's cos the majot exams papers finish ler bah.. only left with maths pp2 and art and home econs.. haii.. sian.. i haven do art prep work lor.. so sian.. todae after school went to outside chik heng hse with joy, zheng hui they all lor.. sian de.. they take ball ma.. then waited so long.. then went to opposite amk central to plae street soccer... then after a while joy and me jiu go ler.. yup.. haii.. then zheng hui and joy is like a bit guai guai de.. haha... so cute!! hehe... then ytd they got qian1 shou3 leh!! so sweet!!! haha.. then i realise sth.. since they r together.. joy start to become pretty! haha.. then soon will be prettier than me ler.. T.T!!.. lol.. haha then went to help mummy make her mothers' dae present shorter.. hm.. then went joy's hse.. plae piano.. yup yup.. haha.. i oso dunno how toplae.. hehe.. any how plae lo.. she is like damn pro lor.. haha.. miss my saXy.. haii... band rm oso dunno when open.. my lips itching to plae ler.. haha.. LOL.. diao~ haha.. then.. my dear and me hai hao lo... miss-ing him.. hehe.. hold hands ler.. hehe.. so sweEt.. joy sae he look very fierce.. hm.. kind of agree.. haha.. then zwan sae look like ruffian.. haha.. (p.s. he is one...) haha.. hehe.. but i like him without his clothes.. wo0o.. getting horny.. diao!!.. no la.. i like his tattoo.. yup yup.. hehe.. so co0l!! lol.. dotX.. haha.. so todae jiu shi so short de lor... haha.. hai.. so sian ler.... end here.. blah!!

dream on
;9:55 PM

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Sunday, May 08, 2005

but.. some part of me still hurts.. do [u] understand? i can still feel the pain.. haii

dream on
;12:17 AM

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Saturday, May 07, 2005

eh.. so long no blog ler... haha.. like dunno how to start like that.. heehex.. kay kay.. hmm.. one very important thing.. i some sort of got over him ler.. have i? most prob bah.. but sometimes still think of him la.. since he love her so much.. kindda pain in the heart when i c that.. cannot lie to myself tht he might see me.. haha.. so i let go.. hm.. so wei da rite? haha.. dunno to be happie or sad leh.. haha.. shld be glad bah.. hm.. then i noe this guy from the gang @ the bball court there.. hm.. we some sort of seeing each other.. co0l rite?.. haha.. so.. a little discription of him.. he's sec 4 from anderson sec.. tan.. tall.. handsome.. haha.. his trademark.. his pink cap.. haha.. he loves pink.. cool hor? hm.. and the cute thing is tht he wear specs.. imagine an ah beng wearing specs.. heehex.. quite cute la.. hm.. haha.. he very cute leh!! lalaalala... haha.. hm.. envy bah vendaliser.. haha blehz.. haha.. but todae dun intend to scold tht stupid low class vandaliser.. hehheeXx..

oh yah.. went shopping with na na earlier todae.. haha.. went to buy mummy a mother's dae present.. yup.. we bought her a bracelet from 77th street and went to make carvings on it.. we dunno wat to write, so we put [Mummy] on it.. curvsy font.. yup yup.. quite nice.. haha..

then guess wat.. my latte (mouse) bore me THIRTEEN babies!!! it's like so OMG lorr.. haha.. guess i have to sell then ler!.. haha.. gave me a shock lor.. this morning i was like.. speechless.. thirteen pinky mouse babies!! i am like so.. er.. happie i guess.. haha..

i kind of decided that im not toking to huiling any more.. she let my feel awkward lor.. she like les like tht.. dots.. may not be true la.. but she likes to come close to me.. like so yuck lor...

guess that about all.. heehex.. oh yah.. SA still got 2 more weeks.. hm.. compo still alright la.. not very easy leh.. haii.. must jia you ler

dream on
;9:04 PM

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Monday, April 25, 2005

U PEOPLE SARKS! SEE??? ASSHOLE! HOW MANY TIMES MUST I SAE?!?!? ARGh!!! STOP ACCUSING PEOPLE LARH!! DO ANY OF U PEOPLE LIKE TO BE ACCUSE?? SHUT YOUR TRAPS UP LOR..!! WHO DO U THINK U R?!? IDIOT BITCHES!!! U NOE HU U R!! DO U NEED ME TO SAE????? IDIOT FUCKING BITCH!!! WAT A CHEAP FUGLY FUCKING BRIANLESS SLUTY BITCH!!! I HATE U NURUL M.. U THIS IDIOT FUCKING BITCH! SIU FANG OSO LOR.. LOOK AT YOURSELF BEFORE SAEING THAT I AM A BITCH! HAHA.. U ARE AN STUPID IDIOT BITCH.. THT'S Y U DUNNO...!!!!! FUCKING IDIOT! THE BEST IS U PEOPLE VANISH FROM THIS UGLY WORLD OF MINE! GET LOST LOR..PEOPLE LIKE U ALL THT ONLY NOE HOW TO CRITICISE PEOPLE SHOULD GET LOST.. C YOURSELF BEFORE SAYING ABOUT ME.. ASS LARH.. NURUL M AND SIUFANG.. BOTH CALL ME BITCH RITE? U R A CHEAPER BITCH THAN ME..!!! FUCK LA! I PUT THIS THING IN MYSLEF FOR LIKE SO LONG! ME NOT GOTTA GIVE U PEOPLE FACE WHEN U DUN EVEN WANT IT IN THE FIRST PLACE!! DO U NOE THT U PEOPLE CAN BE BEATEN UP HUH?? I HAVE MORE BACK UP PEOPLE THAN U BOTH!! FUCKLY BITCHES!!!!! WAKE UP LAR.. LOOK AT YOURSELF IN ANY STUPID MIRROR! U WILL SCARE YOURSELF.. NO DOUBT THT U TWO ARE IN THE UGLY LIST!!! HAHA.. TOO BAD THEN.. SO WAT IF I AM A BITCH?! HUH? AT LEAST PEOPLE NOE HOW TO APPRECIATE ME! IDIOT.. NURUL M.. C THIS!! SO WAT IF U STEAD WITH RIDZWAN? AS IF HE CARES U A LOT LIKE THT.. MAYBE ITS ONE SIDED ONE.. HAHAHAH.. AND SIU FANG.. U THINK U R NOT A BITCH IS IT? HAHA.. GO ASK PEOPLE LOR.. NONO.. THERE'S NO NEED! JUST ASK YOURSELF? DO U REALLY THINK THT I AM UGLIER THAN UR FUCKING IDIOT FACE?? I AM NOT LIKE ANY OF U.. TAG AND DUN DARE TO WRITE NAME.. I AM HERE BLOGGING AND WRITING YOUR NAME HERE!!!!!

dream on
;7:47 PM

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Monday, April 18, 2005

hey! looks who is toking in my tag?! n e one knows who?? oh.. i noe.. it must be an uncivilised idiot fool talking.. haii... but! im not scold he or she.. instead i have to pity he or she lorr.. u readers oso leh.. dun be so bad larh.. he or swhe just can't help it.. guess why?? cos he or she forgot where he or she left his or her brain!!!!! haha.. kk.. i will not be so bad lar.. laughing at a poor pityful lonesome little duck!!! haha.. then u oso very funnie lor.. u tok and answer yourself.. haha.. shock tht i noe rite?? diao~!!! use some called brain lah.. o0ps.. i forgot tht u dun have one.. haha.. pity pity u!!.. haha.. chech history can see tht u using the same comp lor.. plus the time is one after another.. oh yah.. i think u shld upgrade your english lah.. your vocab is private limited izzit?? only noe how to use this kind of low class language!! haha.. must be in the bad reader catogery!!.. guess wat?! i am in good reader..!! haha.. so u are like so down below.. oh.. no no.. no down below.. maybe just under my nose!!! haha.. can't even c u.. as u are not look-able.. u will make my eyes sore.. coz u r ugly!!! and is it so funnie tht ppl got rejected? haha.. for your information.. no!! o0ps again.. i dun noe as u can't comprehen as u dun have a brain to store stuff.. but.. guess wat.. tht's my first time being rejected.. but sad case for u lah.. must be rejected by millions or gals or guys.. till u can't feel lor.. haha.. u so low class... only uses dirty language.. haii.. sad case for u.. u realli have to brush up your englsih skills.. if not u will even drop to NT.. hahahahah.. jealous bah?? people like me this kind of standard like u sae.. can go espress can u cannot.. u must be super dupa lousy..!! weakling arh?? haha.. other NA or NT ppl is even better than u lor.. cos then noe how to bring themselves up.. unlike u.. low class.. haha.. spending your time writing some ugly words there.. u must have nothing to do right? o0h.. i noe y ler.. cos u r an lonesome person.. lol.. no people want to be frens with u.. o0h... dun be sad.. HAHAHAHAHHA!! so wat? it's non of MY business!! so.. ROCKONJOCELYNTHECUTE!!

dream on
;10:01 PM

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Saturday, April 09, 2005

llalalalalalallalaalallaa...... SYF one this coming wed.. very scared.. lol.. me lazy to blog.. lol.. haii.. nvm lah.. me wanna change new skin..!! please give comments when u see my skin!! lol.. thankx!!

dream on
;9:04 PM

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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

haii.. must remember today's date..!! guess why? coz!!! it's the first time in my life tht i....... erh.. get rejected lor.. haii!.. i magine how many people i reject before.. i realise being reject is such a pain and hurtful experience.. huMpH.. nvr mind lah.. i will wait de.. (but i will nver get him).. haii.. eh.. this is sad lorr.. crying for a guy! hai.. zhen1 shi4 diu1 lian3.. nver mind.. hm.. must learn to overcome... jia1 you2 ! kam ba te ! lol

dream on
;8:52 PM

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Thursday, March 24, 2005

camp is like so0 fun!! let me write or.. try to write every thing down.. hehee.. so..
21 mar 05- night
tomorrow camp.. so packing all de stuff.. i did not bring track pants, 1 pair of socks, ponch, torch, umbrella, and sleeping bag.. haha.. so my bag is smaller and lighter than most of the people.. yup... ying ting cannot lend me poncho as she onli have one.. then i couldnt find my torch, so last minute called joy.. lucky she got one extra.. (thanks joy =>) then her torch like pen like that.. so cute.. heehe.. i used my last yeat school bag.. so my bag not very big.. heheex
22 mar 05
today camp day.. happie la.. then seat bus go school.. everyone have big bulky bags.. haha.. so far mine is the smallest.. reach school then still have to do morning duty.. haha but worst still.. bags checking!!! then i brought my hp.. i wrap inside the towel.. haha.. then cannot check untill.. haha.. clever me!! wahahaz.. then my instructer is Felicia & Naz (nazri).. i kind of click with Felicia.. she very pretty and fun lo.. character a bit like me.. then the person she dun like in this camp i oso dun like.. haha she dun like da two big china girl and pnklsf... haha.. readers.. got guess it's hu ba.. then alot of activity lo.. grp leader is jolene and kenneth lim.. haha then kenneth oso do nothing.. then everything throw to jolene.. poor her.. haha oh yah.. we oos pitch tent.. a lot of work lehx.. tire me out.. then i sleep tent 5.. haha.. i sleep with theodora, xinlin, kiesha, ying ting, jolene, cun fang and yi bing... haha.. then.. we played MUD!!! so fun!! haha.. but i didnt noe mud is slivery black de.. then not very very smelly la.. a bit nia.. then i did not bathe.. hahahaa.. camp wat.. so clean for wat..
23 mar 05
now it's early morn.. last night frm12 sleep to 2am then woke up with theo.. then go toilet... then my period came.. sick sia.. then sleep for 3 plus to 6am.. haha.. then sleep half way rain lo.. drizzle onli.. did a lot of activity.. Felicia sae i look like taiwanese.. then call me xiao3 tai2 wan1 mei4.. haha.. then at the night got campfire.. then me is da cheer leader.. haha.. then got one activity every class must have one gal come out to plae.. then Felicia call me to go.. haha.. it's dance some kind of sexy dance.. haha.. so paiseh.. no dance steps.. so any how shake.. lol.. so funnie
24 mar 05
oh yah.. then the T-shirt is maroon colour.. da design a bit weird.. but very comfy.. so last night tired.. so sleep from 12 to 6.10 am.. haha.. then i no wear jacket.. so very cold.. lol.. todae going home.. did cleaning of tents and stuff.. then my back breaking off... haha.. so.. finally go home ler.. siann.. will miss camp and felicia.. heehe..

:[fingers aching]:

dream on
;9:18 PM

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Sunday, March 13, 2005

my life is getting to sob-y.. i very sad nowadayz.. haii.. overstressed.. firsty band! haiyo.. tht idiot MF go scold me... damn angry lo.. gr!!... hUMpH!! then i quitting band.. mummy want me to quit after SYF.. walao lor.. is like so idiot lor... hUMpH!!.... sad!!!!! so damn sad.. i dun wanna quit.. i wanna graduate playing saxophone.. then join SWS.. haii.... i must put this in the wishlist!!!

:[i love him]:

yes i do

he is gorgeous

can't take my eyes of him

how i longed that i can hug him in my arms

but

the sad thing is that

he is

taken

sad for me

my heart ache

but

just not as good as her

so0..

i guess i must sometimes learn to let go

to let my beautiful fantasy go

and hide in one corner

this thing is so sad

i can't take it..

how i wish i got him first

this world is always not fair

but i don't wish to let go

this is a too big decision

haii..

sian..

nevermind then..

let this one sided love,

be

unknown

...

::[~*sadden*~]::

this is i write de lo.. so sad hor?? but.. can't help it.. im living in a sad world.. so0.. must learn to cope... T.T..

dream on
;10:00 AM

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Sunday, March 06, 2005

hey!!.. readers of my blog.. if any one can find 1st Ladi's pictures, please save and send me.. thx!! haha.. :[[never be replaced]]: <-- a song sang by her.. this is exactly wat i wanna sae to him*.... :

NEVER BE REPLACED

[Chorus]

Baby I love you and i'll never let you go

But if I have to boy I think that you should know

All the love we make can never be erase

And i promise you that you will never be replaced

Baby I love you and I'll never let you go

But if I have to boy I think that you should know

All the love we make can never be erase

And i promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you yes i do

I'll be with you as long as you want me too

Until the end of time

From the day I met you I know we've be together

And now I know I wanna be with you forever

I wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids

Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses

I can say i'm truly happy to the same

You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate

There's never been no doubt

in my mind

That i'll regret ever having you by my side

But if the day come that i'll have to let you go

I think that something I should probadly let you know

With everything that i spent with you

Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all

[Repeat Chorus]

I feel for you yes i do

I'll be with you as long as you want me to

Until the end of time

haiix!! nice rite? do U* noe i wanna sae this to u so badly? but i can't.. =.(

dream on
;4:48 PM

lolx.. i wanna change blog skin!! but cannot find any nice nice one.. HUmPeD! haha.. then i updated my wishlist!!! wee..wee.. diao~.. haii.. i must fufil mu wishes.. heehe.. diao.. lame beyond words..

dream on
;4:00 PM

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Saturday, March 05, 2005

argh!!! mummy want me to quit band! siao one lo.. i practise to hard then she want me to quit.. haii.. i no go today's band.. headache ma.. sianz.. mummy even got Ms mok and Jiaheng's number..!! she force me togive her one lo..!! gr.. so baD! =( then she want me to make appointment with my school principle ,MS LO!!! ahh!!!!! wahlao.. she is anti-band de lor.. then if mummy daddy see her, she will surely let me quit de!!! help help.. dao~!! :[[i don't wanna quit]]:

dream on
;5:05 PM

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Friday, March 04, 2005

haxhaz.. me don't know why nowadays alwayz wanna cry.. hahax.. exarrating lo.. diao~ haha.. haixhiaa!.!.!.!.. guess why,?? it's because.. er.. hai

[:: i love him...

no one knows..

i guess he knows..

but..

he had someone else that he loves..

sadden..

sobs*::]

nvm.. im lame ler.. haii!! wo hen wu liao! guess wat? I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM!! diao.. me so long no like ppl ler.. suddenly like ppl like so funny like that.. haha.. but not suddenly la.. quite long ler but i was always trying to convince myself that i don't like him.. lame hor..?? so stupid of me!! HuMpED!!.. PuFf..gRr.. haha..

oh yah.. qi ying coming back todae!!! er.. not sure the time la.. about midnight bahx.. hm.. and we will be watching movie tomorrow.. "hitch" i think should be quite nice bahx.. heehex..

todae is in hwa's birthdae.. then i guess that group of guys are gouing to his house to stay overnight.. oo... then watch midnight movie.. diao~... n e way.. wish in hwa happie birthdae!!! wee..wee.. lame ler.. haha

oh.. got one very important thing haven blog.. that is..!! my school have ghost!!!! aahHH!!!! rUn.. diao~! (-.---------------'l) hahax.. but i don't believe lor.. diao~ haha.. tht dae lor.. tuesday la we actually have photo taking @ camp. 1 ma.. then theo, isabelle, suhailah, patrick, nurul and me went kfc to eat.. then we went back C2 council room ma.. then dunno wat happen.. they sae got ghost in sch and stuff.. then all very scared accept me and theodora.. suhailah sae we two very strong..!! yAy!! happie.. haha.. me so lame!! (*0*)

er.. then write till here lor.. end ler.. hangs tired.. hahaz.. tmr morning have band.. siAn! haiyo.. then watch movie.. yAy!!!wee.. diao~ suddenly remember.. sob-sob.. T.T

dream on
;9:22 PM

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Monday, February 28, 2005

I AM SO STRESS OUT!!!!! "ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" sobs* band so stressful!! i wanna quit!!! no!! cannot!! but.. how?! gr.. haix... me todae is got in-line skating larh.. but can only go this lesson! guess why?!?! because of this stupid band that make me stress out.. Ms Mok sae that we might BREAK MY FINGERS!!! lame rite?!?!?! urgh!!! then.. cannot plae basket ball!!!!!!!!! cause we will also break our precious fingers!! siao leh.. so sarcastic!!!!!!!!!!! then after band, yt, joyce, aybin, joy, lh, etc and me went to da canteen maz.. then i saw elina plaeing bball wif herself lehx.. then i plae with her lor.. then shaun and jia heng saw.. lame lor.. then they sae..:"ms mok sae cannot plae bball if not i'll break my fingers.." wahaha.. diao~ lame lor.. gr..!!! i than dun care lor!!!!!! HumPH!!!!!! hahax.. dunno whether shld quit nots.. i practice so hard then... hai.. but then if i no quit i will be very very busy lor.. is like super dupa busy lehx.. then reach hme very tired.. then i no do hmwk.. gr!!!!!!! hUmPh! ;@ but!! haiz.. lets not tok abt this..

i knew something just a few daes ago.. i noe y NMeDH dun like me ler.. guess y? it's cos she like zwan!!! lolx.. like she thot i stead with him.. LMAO lot.. diao~ and she break with z-c lor.. because of this.,. diao lor.. is like so totally lame lor.. haix.. oh yah.. foget to indicate tht im available now!! meaning i am single!! lalala.. siao.. i think being single is da best.. not ging to accept n e one for da time being.. hahaa.. oh yah.. got myself a fone last week.. heheex.. so happie..!!!

i mad one last saturdae and sunday.. guess y??.. eh.. i went running with ying ting in da stadium like abt more than eight rounds lor.. and i went swimming the next dae.. swam 6 laps.. meaning lenght of pool (x) 12.. hahaz.. not bad barhx.. then so tired!!!!!!

todae got in-line skating wat.. so fun!!!! i can some sort of skate ler.. but i withdraw from the course liao.. because of band lor.. but nevermind.. i going to sit in da caneen on fridae and watch them practice.. so when i buy myself the skates, i can practice myself.. sad, sad.. sob*

dream on
;9:15 PM

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Saturday, February 19, 2005

lazlazlaz~ siao.. me mad lerz.. lolx.. n e wayz.. i sold my micey ytd.. miss them now.. sniff.. sell to issabelle.. to male babex.. scare tht they bu xi guan staying in a different home.. haiz.. oh yahz..

I MAKE MY JUNIOR CRY!!!!!! but not i make lar.. but dunno y da thing is push to me and sae is i make de.. (snif..*) okae.. it started like tht.. we were pratising @ da bench outside the band room.. then dunno wat.. then she cannot tongue.. then i try to teach or tell her lor.. but then she still cannot... then after trying a while.., she sae she wanna go somewhere else to practise coz there a lot of other juniors then very noisy.. then i sae okae lor.. then she jiu go toilet there prctice lor.. then i went onto da band room to plae myself for a while ma.. then i jiu pull ying ting to pei me n my junour prac lor.. so i take my file and saxo. to da taoilet there.. but then sharmane and her other frenz there.. then one of them sae.. :" all becoz of u lar.. c.. now she cry areadi". then i was like.. :" y u cry?" i very blur lar.. but then she fren sae(same fren*) :" u larh.. u never teach her.. then now she dunno how to plae.." wah.. me paeng lor.. tht idiot fren.. then i very angry.. it then i walk away... but can hear wat they saeing lar.. the i heard dunno wat CO wat pipa, er hu.. thingie.. then i walk back there.. then i ask her idiot fren.. i sae:" wat thing pipa er hu?" then she sae:" plae saxo. oso no good one.. need so much energy and oso not nice..., and she can alwayz join CO to pale er hu or pipa ma.. coz no need energy de".. wah!!!!! thet stupid idiot fat bitch!!!! i was like so fucking angry lor.. then i sae..:" wah.. good lar.. join CO lor.. plae pipa lah.. no need energy ma.. i dun care ler!" then i walked away.. then me junior sae..:" quit then quit larh.. u think saxo. very nice ar..!" OMG! i was like.. huh? i thot i am de one tht is suppose to be angry!?gr.. huMPed!!!!

dream on
;12:04 PM

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Saturday, February 12, 2005

chinese new yearending liao.. hai.. still must wait one more year.. sian.. i this year only hav little money left.. i think i must not go to McDonalds' so often.. im like going there and spending at least $10 every week on fast food.. argh.. gettin bankrupt and fatter.. lol.. but really need to cut down larh... not the fatness factor.. but the cash factor.. yup.. snif snif.. this year mummy and daddy both cut down HALF the ang pao money.. hai.. then some more me now older liao ma.. will need more money one.. still cut.. but nevermind lor.. i am a good girl.. dun want so much.. haha.. i realise after mummy scolding me about my laziness.. i am actually changing! haha.. people with great determination like me can alwayz change for the better easily.. yay..yay.. haha.. i say that because, i did not sleep in the afternoon, instead i went to iron da clothes and did half of my english journals.. am i improving? hm.. great.. haha.. and guess what im doing now? homework! gald that im doing it.. lala.. happy happy happy..

we went Thomson Plaza todae.. for my breakfast cum lunch.. we ate "tim sum".. damn expensive lor.. $200+.. yum.. and mummy bought this air purifier.. one for 28.. i guess.. she bought 3! one for the living, then one for my mum's bedrm and one in my bedrm.. then my sis chose this sandlewood smell.. and da whole house is that smell.. smell alright lar.. but i don;t really like...

and... something shocking happened today! didi went missing in TP.. lol.. luckly i him... mummy shock top death.. and scolded angela.. haha.. because she si looking after him ma.. me and jie is in pets lover centre.. yup..

we also seprated the male and female micey today.. we have 3 males and 5 females.. is any body wants to buy 1 male and 1 female, please let me know.. thx thx.. =>

dream on
;11:18 PM

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Thursday, February 10, 2005

wahahahax... happi new yr to me, happie new yr to me~..... lolx.. lame lar.. i change me blog skin lerz!!!!! finalli!! hahaz.. so long to blog lerz.. hm.. lazy again.. n e wayx.. this skin nice horz?? gurl plus guy equalz lureff.. weez.. hahaz.. hm.. and my chatter box cannot use lehx.. i think it's too big liao.. haix then must change to da tag-board.com de.. haizie... but nevermind larhx.. oso can use... heheEx..

2 daes before ytd is new year's eve.. then i 3 plus jiu sleep lerx.. earli bahz.. but can't help it lorhX... i very tired.. lolx.. lazie again.. (-.---")ahh.. alwayz lazy.. ytd i eat steamboat form dinner.. then dunno who start da conversation and lead to mummy scolding me!!! siao riteZ?? haiz.. then haven finish my fill jiu quickly go room lerx... then realise meiz oso in room.. lolx.. but she sleep ler lor.. guess why?.. same reason as me.. get scolded.. lame ritez? then too hungry ler , i came out of da room and act as if nothing happen lor..haha..then i went kitchen take kinda-brenuo to eat.. then ;ater steal one ice cream to eat.. lolx... then sing little song with jie.. at about three plus.. we jiu sleep ler.. then this morning i 12nn then wake up lorz.. slp so long like piggie like tht.. lolx

todae... i mean just now lar.. we eat dinner mahx... uncle they all here.. eat dinner lorx.. mummy cook.. yum-yum.. everything turned out normal..... UNTILL!! AH MA CAME!!!! i was like.. :"omg..omg..omg.. die lerx" & "walao.. CNY oso wanna disturb me!!!;( HuMpH!;@"... lolx.. but then very scary lorx.. she use da bamboo stick to hit the door lehz!!!! then she destroy all da decorations outside.. like shit lorx.. then we called police.. then they come and bring her hme or sth.... lolx... br.. not lolx.. it's kindda scary.. okae.. i'll end here lor.. HAPPIE CNY!!!

dream on
;9:28 PM

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Sunday, February 06, 2005

yuckz.. im so disgusted!! i shldn't even think so accepting tht young kid.. eEee.eE.... yuck.. me & him onli 2 dae lehx.. lolx.. very flirt hor?? haiz... but can't help it lah.. i just can't stand da fact that someone younger and shorter than he actually kissed me.. *gRoSs*! er.. it's on my cheek onli.. BUT!!! it's still suck.. pLUS!! it's in schoolz!! eee... yuckz.. i cleaned my face thousand times lor.. yuck!!!!!! but i found myself someone else ler.. this time is older than me.. but.. very flirt lehx.. "( .. hai..

dream on
;2:24 AM

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Sunday, January 30, 2005

me todae went out at abt 11.30am to do da roses thingie poster.. hm.. went with joyce(band de..), ying ting and aybin... yup.. aybin so funnie.. me do finish 3 poster ler she still haven complete one.. hahaz.. then we went to J8 to take neoprintx.. $9 lehx.. but i onli gif $0.50.. lolx.. heehex.. quite nice lor... hm.. have nth to write lerx.. so end here..! ;PpPp

dream on
;12:56 AM

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Wednesday, January 26, 2005

heyheyx.. it had been years since i last blog! hahaz.. 2 weekz no blog.. heehex.. coz i lazy.. (again*)... hm.. todae i got present from a sec 1 guy frm school lehxx.. co0l horz? me like tht present so0 much.. very nice wat.. it's so sweet of him.. if i got bring e present hme then i take photo and put in here.. it's a blue heart-shaped box with tiny stars printed on it.. then da content is ALOT OF STRAW HEARTS !!!! nice hor??? hehex.. like it so0 much!! hahaz.. dunno to accept of not? maybe yes.. hm.. or maybe nt.. i think have trail period first.. yupp.. hahax..

oh yah... band is selling rose lehx.. if n e one reading this before valentine's dae n wanna order.. must tell me horx!! we sell so cheap lor.. it's in buquet form.. 1 stalk=$5..3 stalk=$15..6 stalk=$28.. still got alot.. but 4get how much ler.. lolx..

dream on
;12:26 AM

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Thursday, January 13, 2005

ah... school life and band is killin' me!! band is like 4 daes per week for the past two weeks lor.. then very time end at about 6 or 7 plus.. and all the teachers tot that we students are robots! give us so many homwork n there's is band on the same day.. like we dun have to rest 'n' have full power for school, band, homework... with onli abt 5 to 6 hrs rest..

oh yah.. i have something to comment about my class-->2Adventurous (wish i didn't spell wrongly.. q'.'p)... the comment is.... ^ta da!!!^ hahaz.. n e way.. it's really too quiet.. i have nothing to do there.. those sitting around me one dun enjoy chatting or talking.. haiz.. it SO DAMN QUIET!! plus, class is boring.. most of the teachers i got are boring people.. mr. leong is my form teacher.. wtf.. he is like da class.. so BORING.. his lesson are so.. so.. not fun!! like no activities like tht lor.. just read.read.read then, "n e questions to ask? " then end..(-.----'') so boring.. then worst still.. cannot don't hand up homework.. ;@ gr.. mr leong got gif row leader class list.. then must tick, tick, tick.. so "ley chay".. haiyo.. but one thing i like about this year is.... >->-> *ta da!!!*, no lah.. i have 2 things i like.. 1st one is i have da whole council room to myself.. not all to myself larh.. it's no senior.. yay!! cheer*! then da second one is that lessons end earlier this year compared to last year... this year end at about 1.35pm.. then one block of lesson is onli 40mins.. great rite?? hahaz.. BUT!! lessons end earlier then band start earlier n END LATER... haish... they take advantage.. oh yah.. i bought ticketz to see a saxophone pro. perform.. $10 leh.. my money.. haiz.. going bankrupt soon or later..

todae have P.E in school.. so sian.. then i went to borrow books coz da NLB come to our school.. me so guai nowadaes.. read books.. borrowed two.. >->[look on the bright side.. im the girlfren of the sex goD!] 'n' sth-else which i forgot the title.. hahaz.. should me quite nice.. hm.. todae went to J8.. did not see jarrett.. haiyo.. coz he dismis late.. hahaz.. oh yah.. i went there with ying ting... coz joy not free.. she have higher M.T... then ying ting very good.. she treat me da twist fries.. ( dunno whether call twist fries or not.. da fries is curly curly one lah..) 'n' fruit juice.. save my money.. then she herself no eat.. haiyoyo.. cut down weight oso dun need so "xin ku" mahz..

then think gor not very happi with me lehxX.. haiyoz.. oso dunno how to sae.. then JV giving me pressure... haish.. think gotta do what jarrett sae.. reject him.. hasha... then he'll be sad on his BD.. then he'll lose in the match the next dae.. haiz.. then my fault again.. -.-.. oh.. and mummy very good leh.. tis week alomost everydae i use comp.. but the hw realli need to use lor..

my babe mousey!!! they open eyes ler.. so tinie-winie smal lehz.. so cute!! then i wait for abt 2 or 3 more dayz then i put the father of da babies with them.. then da whole family reunited!! yay.. oh yah.. forgot to sae what i bought.. i went to comic connections to buy badge.. 4 for $1 lehz.. cheap-cheap.. i bought 2 onli.. then 2 more ying ting buy... then i went to pets-lover-centre to buy da bed thingie... like cotton wool one.. yup.. then i cannot find da brand my sis bought for me tht time.. so i bought new one.. ::[cozy nest]:: hahaz.. abt $3 plus.. hm.. tis one can use 12 timez.. good rite?? the pervious one i use 5 timez then finish ler..

think i'll end here.. fingers tired.. buai~

dream on
;1:37 PM

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Monday, January 03, 2005

oOpx.. so long no blog ler.. :P hahaz.. main reason? coz im lazy.. i came back frm taiwan on da21st of dec, and realise tst my holidae is going to be over.. which is true enuf as da first dae of sch is tmr!! haiz.. i haven even do hw lorz.. i plan to go joy's or other ppl's hse to copy on wednesdae... hasha.. oo.. bad gurl.. n e wayz.. taiwan rockz lor.. hahaz... went to all those shopping streetz... it was so fun.. oh yah.. me and my sis gotta rm to ourself.. isn't tt great?? hahaz.. then bought a sch-baggie, few keychainx, a white jacket.. hahaz bought quite a thing... hm.. it was damn nice there.. da ppl, da country, da weather.. da everything.. :)

todae is da second dae of NY.. haha.. not much new wishes for da yr.. but i just wish tt i will not be lazy.. lolz.. hm.. i dun think can fufil.. hehee... but then.. i'll try (^o^)... but then went sch reopens.. i onli can blog once a weekx.. haiz.. onli weekend can use comp. 'll miss my frenz frm outside sch.. T.T.. hahaz.. i'll end here.. lookin forward to blog again..

dream on
;7:02 AM

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Saturday, December 11, 2004

todae hav band wat.. tt idiotjiaheng nothing better to do.. drillZ! drilLZ! drILLZ!!! he so stupid lor... command always gif wrong.. still wanna act coolz... gr... so angry!! march here march there.. like shit like tat...like we r dogs.. tt stupid jia heng!!! he still sae wat.. "U CALL TIS STRICT?? TIS IS NOT STRIT AT ALL.. COMPARED TO DA (dunno wat) CAMP, TIS IS NTH!!" walau tt stupid idiot orstrich!! then our face black cannot meh!! still must run.. wat kindda of idiot reason?? stupid ****ing idiot.. as stupid as an orstrich.. so stupid.. dunno how 2 fly.. haha.. stupid and fat!! gr...! then onli da first session of drillx.. guess wat he sae when we just fall in?? he sae "welcome to our first drills session", in a sarcastic tone.. idiot lor..!! spoil my mood todae... luckily im leaving singapore one 16 heehex... dun hav to c his face...

dream on
;12:49 PM

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Friday, December 10, 2004

todae hav 2 things 4 me to haiz.. firstly is da show i watching, its a cantonese show.. [war and beauty].. da ending is kindda disappointment... haiz.. da bad guy <-- empress oso no die!!! haiz..

then.. joy a bit weird lor!!! i oso no do n e thing hor.. then she email me sae i block her.. siao.. i oso no online till now... how 2 block??? im so blur lor.. oso dunnoe wat to think or sae.. like suddenly become stupid like tt.. haix... i am totally confused.. T.T snif* oh yah... going taiwan next week..

dream on
;2:22 PM

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Thursday, December 09, 2004

hahaz.. joy sae she block me is a misunderstanding lor.. lolx.. scare me.. she have two account.. one i no add.. tt's y.. haha.. lame.. gtg get some sleep ler.. there band in da moring.. haix.. and it's my last band prsc 4 tis holidae.. yay!!

dream on
;5:01 PM

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Tuesday, December 07, 2004

haYiox.. todae is so damn sianx!!! i woke up at 7.45am... early hor..?? for band lor.. haizX... then mr tan wanted to change da competition peice to sth.. which i had forgotten da title.. heheX i think abi like war song.. then da mr tan want us to plae with tension... wat's tt?? aiyo.. then plae tt same peice frm moring till 4pm!!! then rainx... wah.. killing me..

hahaz.. but then todae i borrowed da maths hw.. heehex frm ying ting...(thx alot) and i get fu hui to do my chinese hw... wahahaa... im such a guineuse(aiyo.. dunno how 2 spell), hahz..

then todae my earring hole damn pain lor.. my earring hole hav two ritex?? very close hor?? hm... then 3 or 4 mths no wear earing ler then i put 2 earsticks per hole.. wah.. then i took out.. damn pain... hahaZ.. ai mei jiu shi ze yang de!!

dream on
;1:46 PM

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Monday, December 06, 2004

hahaZ.. todae went to zoo.. woke up exceptionally early.. 8:30 jiu wake up ler.. of course not i wake up myself lah.. it's mummy tt woke me up.. i tot 11plus ler lor, when mummy came into my room.. scare me.. then i went oppersite to buy bread 4 breakfast.. hm.. abt 9plus reach zoo...

i saw siamang, barbary sheep, camel, nilghai, sun bear, manedwolf, polar bear, orang utan, white rino, eland, kangarooz, zebra, gru, gemsbok,lion, white tailed grucaracal, puma lion, jargur, great anaconda, other different kinds of sankes.., cotton-eared marmoset(very cute!!), mugger croc., prairie dag(look like squrriel), jackass penjuin.. and lots more...

but..!! i didn't c white tiger.. cannot find lor.. i mean can find da enclosure but cannot c da tiger.. then eat twice KFC... wahaha.. then saw 3 mayflower ppl working there...hm.. they like very tired like, yao si yao huo...

hahax... then went home at abt 4 plus.. so tired.. no bathe jiu slp ler.. woke up at 7.30pm.. then bathe... hahaz...

oh yah.. yesterdae hor.. there's one guy i met in gunbound.. he's a vietnamese living in canada larh.. he want me to try online s**... Eee!!! hahax.. i'll end here..

dream on
;12:54 PM

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Sunday, December 05, 2004

haiZ.. todae so sian ar.. nth to do.. haix... looking forward to go taiwan... i really have nothing to sae lor.. hahaZ.. lame me... kkayZ... i'll not write n e thing... buaiZ

dream on
;12:31 PM

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Saturday, December 04, 2004

haiZ... so sianz lor todae.... i 6.45am jiu wake up ler.. so tired.. i rushed... then worst stilll... mummy want me to eat breakfat.. 2 slice of bread leh... wah.. full lor... then some more late ler.. so i eat very very fast.. haha... then in the bus , i saw welyne(i think spell wrong ler)... tat obeo senior lor.. then she eatin... then someone sneeZe... haha.. then she no eat ler..

then i realise tat peirce and bishan park very near... all near The Gardens<--condo.. hmm..... then the band onli have one Alto Sax... hahaZ.. pathetic... n e wayz.. the one alto sax player is a guy lar... name uis Aron... May say he dunno how to play one... he oso sec 1 lor... the band onli hav 3 or 4 guys onli... i guess my playing compared to peirce sec one is quite good ler lor.. jia hend still say we play like shit.. hahaz... we proff them wrong.. hahax... then today abt 4 then go hme... so tired!! after i ate the curry puff daddy bought , i drop dead on my bed.. hahaz.. 7.30 then wake up..hmm... tat's abt all..

dream on
;1:46 PM

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Friday, December 03, 2004

todae i went swimming.. then 5 plus reach da pool.. then swim, blah...blah.... then, guess wat?? it rain at 6!!!! then all our stuff put at the shelter, oppersite the toilets.. then rain damn heavily, then no umbrella... then my mum become wonder woman like tat... she rush out in the rain to our cars to take umbrella.. hahaZ so funny lorx... then i wear our clothes on top of my swimming-suit.. hahax... so wet lor.. but oso nvm lar... so fast reach home ler ma... so tired...

tmr, our schoolband going to perice sec... wish it will be fun.. hmmm.... i'll stop here.. wah, todae's entry very short... buy nvm lar.. lolx

dream on
;1:24 AM

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Thursday, December 02, 2004

hey!! taufik is so damn coOl.. haha.. both my sis support SLY.. onli i support taufik.. he's so cool man.. he sang, superstious... i dream & me and mrs. joneS.. SLY sang, it's my life... 安静.. and i dream.. but frm wat i heard, i confess tt SLY sing "i dreamZ" betta then taufik... hm.. SLY sing the 安静 not very nice lehX.... but den nvm larZ.. i think taufik, sylvester and olinder(roX*) will hav album one lor..

er.. todae hav band.. [haiX], so tired... then fridae worst.. hav musical exchange programme wif pierce secondary... hmm... dunno how it will go.. mr tan want us to make frens.. haha... wish tt i can find someone coOlx.. or handsome.. wahahaZ.. lame me..

tomorlo maybe go swimming or go shopping wif my elder sis... shoppin?? she oso no money lerZ... hai.. must wait till CNY then will hav tons of cash ($..$).. wahhaha.. i guess tomorlo will be quite buzy.. oh yah.. my gor's BD is coming lor.. 16th Dec.. oso dunno wat to buy... hav to think of sth nice.. hmm.. coz tt time he gimmie one soft toy.. damn cute lorhZ.. i put at my bedside lehz.. haha.. so i will remember tt he is a good gor.. wat am i toking abt?? k.. nvm.. lame me.. i'll end here.. hahaZ.. and remember.. TAUFIK ROCKz!!

dream on
;3:42 PM

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Wednesday, December 01, 2004

hey!!! watched princess diaries todae, the show is so damn cool... n e way, Mia is so pretty.. she found her true love just like tis.. woah... me too wanna be a princess... wahaha.. wont tt be cool? i guess it will lor... so rich... so many handsome dudes attracted 2 me.. wah.. kkx.. lame...

todae i so tired lohx.... i 5pm, after i finish watching princess diries, i slept lor... till 8pm then wake up leh... oso dunno y so tired lah... morning i woke up at 11 lor.. haha, sleep so much.. tonight cannot sleep ler..

then , guess wat??? my mum call my sis to open my e-mail leh... lucky i deleted them lorZ.. left with one chain message lor.. lolx.... mum so bad.. in internet oso no privacey... nvm, nothing suspicious in my mail-box.. wat am i crapping abt.. haiyo.. and my sis, no brain lah... still teach her!!! heng nth big happened.. jiu dao ci ting pi...

dream on
;1:03 PM

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Tuesday, November 30, 2004

todae is so borin.. stay at hme frm moring till night.. my two sis went swimming early in the morning.. actually not early lah.. abt 10plus.. i too tired ler, so sleep till 11plus.. waahahaz... got scolded by my mama when i woke up.. haiyo, but "xi guan jiu hao"...

i suddenly feel like learning surfing.. i mean surfing in sea.. wont tt be great?! it'll be damn fun lor.. oso dunno y lah.. maybe its becoz' i watch a sow call surf something.. they very cool lorhx.. all world champ...

todae's 7pm chinese show so funny... not funny actually its lame till very funny.. hahaZ.. i oso dunno wat i tryin to say..
abt singapore idolZ.. i supportin taufik!!! he roX.. he sing well lor.. sylvester oso not bad lah.. i guess they both including olinda will be given a chance to sing.. i mean be a world known artist... no matter who wins.. i will oso support one.. hehe

dream on
;12:36 PM

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Monday, November 29, 2004

hey there... tis is my second blog already.. my first blog is in a total mess!! hahaZ... lamex me.... my sis helped me with tis bloggie... hmm.. not bad riteZ..

n e way, todae i went to my dada's shop to help out.. then i went to cut my hair.. very nice leh.. not bad lah.. quite style-O!!! then i earned $10.. wahahaZ... i shld have earned $20 one lor.. half of the pay is used 2 pay e bill for my hair... hair cut $10 only lehX!!! cheap hor???.. i'll stop here

dream on
;11:29 AM

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jocelyn
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13;07;91
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